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A fall from the saurus..!


Free falling

Collapse in a heap

Crash down with a bang

Descend somewhere steep

Drop, plop, plummet

Sink into a hole

Stumble, trip over

Lose your balance and fall

Fall down, fall over

Stumble and slip

Fall from grace, lose power

I resign, I’ve lost grip



40-40 out


I’m taking forever deciding

Which place to hide in?

Before the count gets to 40

I feel so naughty

Coz my daddy said

Stay away from the shed

But I couldn’t change my mind

The count was at 39

And then came the shout

40-40 out

The first one of my friends

It must’ve been Ben

Hiding behind a car

He won’t go very far

Coz he’s only 3

Not 7 like me

40-40 in

With a loud shout, Tash wins

I feel kinda safe

Hiding in my cool place

But then dad shuts the door

I don’t feel safe anymore

I wrap my coat tight

Freeze in fright


What was that sound

Too scared to look around

It’s too dark to see

Will they ever find me?

It’s like a bad dream

I wanna scream

I really want my dad

I hope he’s not mad

And with one massive roar

He pushes open the door

It was like a lion’s mouth

But daddy didn’t shout

Coz he could see in my eyes

That I’ve had a cry

And with a big kiss and a hug

My daddy stands and shrugs

Closes the shed door

And takes me indoors


Then mummy cuddles me tight

Coz she knows I’ve had a fright

Kisses the tears away

And with a big smile I say

40-40’s ok

But I wished I’d listened to daddy today



A helping hand


I try to be helpful

I try to be kind

I try to be patient

But I’m one step behind


My thought patterns precede me

My mouth speaks before I process

The thoughts that I have

Just delude me

And I end up making a mess


When I walk I end up tripping

Because my mind is somewhere else

When I ride my bike, I’m daydreaming

Let’s face it; I’m bad for my health


I’ll stop trying to be helpful

Coz’ I never get it right

And give it a go at being careful

Really use my sight

Look at where I’m going

Instead of where I’ve been

Keep my mind on the road ahead

And stop going at full-steam


Let others make mistakes

And fix what they have broken

And try to live my life

By the words that I have spoken



Addicted to…


Sometimes I’m awake ‘till one in the morning

And up again at five, before the sun is dawning

Why would I put myself through this pace?

Is it because I’m stuck on MySpace?


Comments from my friends really make my day

And so far (honestly) no-one has had a bad thing to say

My poetry is my life; I’ve got words to spare

I respond to all of my friends to show that I care


We have a bond with each other, we write how we feel

It’s my religion to blog, at the computer I kneel

So if you’re like me all words and no face

Admit to yourselves, you’re addicted

To MySpace





A song for the jilted


Sing me a love song

Break my heart

Show me your intentions

Right from the start

Stay with me forever

Let me die first

Don’t let my mortality

Become my curse

Buy you a ring

That makes our bond strong

Get wed in a church

Bring the family along

Wait for a while

Panic a lot

You’re not in the aisle

My heart is in shock

Where is my darling

Where could she be?

Has she really departed?

Has she really left me?

Everyone’s staring

What has she done?

I’m so past caring

If she was the one

I ran from the church

Tears in my eyes

Your mum stops the search

Coz you made her cry

My phone was ringing

With your father in tears

He waited for hours

But you’d disappeared

Two years later

You reappear

And with you, you bring

A new flood of tears

You said that you’d loved me

So why would you leave

I didn’t quite see

How you could deceive

You could’ve said

You didn’t want me

Instead, you messed with my head

And set yourself free

I turned to the bar

To get us a drink

You leave me once more

Which leads me to think?

You were so not the one

That I waited for

Now my life has begun

Since you walked out the door

There will always be an ache

But I know it can be fixed

And I won’t make mistakes

Or ever fall for tricks

I’ll look for a new lover

Someone who cares

About falling in love

With someone who shares

Their heart without restraint

And their feelings too

Love without complaint

And live without you



Blow my mind


Austerity in sentiments

A lack of feelings

Perplexity in thought

A dilemma in dreaming

Differentiate the assassin

Identify the killer

Freedom of words

A poetic guerrilla

Besiege your mind

Set the trap

Caught in the crossfire

Of the activists act

I’m your vessel of words

Full of explosive emotions

Determined to provoke

Abundant cognition



Elephant


Never forget

Strong and bold

Keep close to their kin

‘Till they grow old

If you say the word ‘elephant’

Without making the sound

Look deep into the eyes of your lover

There’s love all around

Elephant

Seriously look in a mirror

Mouth the word

Then say I love you

Don’t feel like a nerd

Elephant


Man fighting man


Man fighting man

Peace is a myth

Let’s sort our problems

Clear the dark mist


Lies inside politics

Hate amongst friends

Fur wearing humans

Evil street trends


Drugs on the streets

Knives in the parks

Guns in the clubs

We’re all falling apart


Sack all the soldiers

Unarm the tanks

Defuse the bombs

Deplete the ranks


Bullets are spent

Guns are dismantled

Let’s make our world

Easier to handle



Inner sanctum


Fall into my hands

Oh bitter tears of sorrow

You’ve left me once before

I cannot bare to follow

My heart is feeling heavy now

It aches with so much weight

Don’t turn my happy thoughts

Into angry fears and hate

My hands are sore and tired

From holding on so tight

Please release me from my promise

I’ve no courage for this plight

My bones are old and weary

I’ve walked a thousand miles

To catch a single glimpse

Of one of your sweet smiles

You take my breath away

My lungs feel all deflated

The sanctity of my soul

You’ve totally desecrated

Come back to me my lover

And make me live again

Bring life back to my heart

And fix my broken limbs

Hold me tight, don’t let me go

Breathe air into my kiss

And let my love grow

Into something you will miss

Walk with me till the sun shines

Bright within your eyes

And never let us live again

With sadness in our lives



If talk is cheap


If talk is cheap, then hold me in contempt

Coz I have some words that I have to vent

Believe what you read in papers and mags

Because cannot recycle plastic bags

Mean what you say, don’t hold back

And break loose from the carnivorous pack

Heed my words, learn them well

Hold onto the truth or go to hell

Correlate the facts, know what you’re preaching

And follow your heart in a job, teaching.



Start living


When is the right time to sit back and listen?

To all that surrounds you without opposition

When will you see with eyes open wide?

That this is for real, it’s not a joy-ride

When will we taste the fruits of our labour?

When all work is done and you’re on best behaviour

When can you touch the hearts of your peers?

When all this hierarchy in life disappears

And when is the right time for you start giving

When you realise this is your time to start living



SEX


Sex for the young

Sex for the old

Sex for some men is a four fingered fold


Sex for a woman

Sex for a man

Sex for making babies, yes some are planned


Sex for two men

Sex for two women

Sex is sex let’s not start assuming


Sex for the rich

Sex for the poor

Sex isn’t always conducted indoors


Sex can be messy

Sex can be clean

Sex should never be seen as obscene


Sex is great

Sex is fun

Sex is the best when it’s one on one



Winter is coming


A crispy crunch underfoot

That musky aroma in the air

Leaves losing their green and finding the brown

And falling everywhere


Its coming


The nights are getting cooler

Darkness draws a blanket over us

And we snuggle up tight in it


Its coming


Morning dew covers the grass

In a shimmering light of dancing blades

And footsteps leave a memory

Of where you’ve just been


Its coming


Rain falls heavy on my temple

Making my eyes sting with every drop

Fingertips are blue and sore

And my legs just want to stop


It’s here, winter is here



Visions of you


I wake up from a dream

And catch a glimpse of you

I thank my lucky stars

This bed for one fits two


I watch you sleeping soundly

And stroke your auburn hair

Then kiss you on the forehead

And cover you with care


We curve together snugly

We match each other’s needs

And I’ll love you always, madly

Awake, or in my dreams


Now the new bed is bigger

The kids are growing too

But my dreams will always be

Filled up with visions of you



All Sparks


Bouncing along my road of life

Like a cigarette thrown from a speeding car

Pieces of me being left behind

No chance of return

The car’s gone too far


Lying, smouldering, waiting

Until a whoosh of another car

Picks me up

Throwing me into turmoil

Separating bits of me

From others


Although my embers still flare

My heart still burns

And the wind takes me

It’s true what they say


‘All sparks will burn out, in the end’



Boxes


Folding, creasing, making it right,

Corners to fit, flaps settled tight,

Taped down into place, neatly sealed,

Then opened in sections like an orange pealed


Small ones, large ones, some in between,

Brown ones, red ones, some are green.

Flat packed boxes for everyday use,

Not packed too tightly, not left too loose.


Recycled cardboard, from the finest of junk,

Made from old newspapers, found in a trunk

Christmas cards, toilet tissue and even old boxes,

Dad wants a new one, because he’s already lost his.


We all love our boxes; kids think they are fun,

They’re useful for everything and for everyone.

We will always need boxes they’re a part of our life,

Just be careful when opening them, use a packing knife.



Changes


Bring tears to my eyes, make my heart ache

Tell me your lies and slap my face

But whatever you do, never change


Come to me with your worries; tell me all your woes

Never give away your hugs (and your kisses belong to me)

And wherever you go, never change


Change the colour of your hair, follow all the trends

Tell me to go to hell and talk about me to your friends

But remember the good times and think of how we’ve changed



Butterfly Kisses


Softly, gently, I touch your cheek

Move slowly down to your neck

And stop


My lips wait

You tingle inside

And your skin reacts to my every move


It waits with a sigh

So I kiss you

With the weight of a butterfly wing


You tremble with desire

Your lips can’t take it anymore

They need to be kissed


You hold my head in your hands


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