A
true life diary
(Written as poetry)
By Shanna Kay Garrison
Copy writes: 11/07/10
Shanna Kay Garrison
Table of contents
1.
My unborn child
3. I need.....
2. Things I hate
4. My a born
child
5. Jermiah
6. Someone Special to Jermiah
7. My
taught
8. I remember
9. Life can be ruff
10. Life can be a
struggle
11. I need help..... Part 2
12. I remember that
day
13. Afraid
14.Family who argue
15. My pain
16. Why
this got to happened to me
17. I'm happy your gone
18. I wonder
what will happened if my life had become more easier
19. Lack of
sleep
20. My goal
21.What
is love
22.Love
23.Missing you
24.Love is
blind
25.Thoughts
26.Love mean good but it could be bad
27.Love
means everything
28.I see someone in front of me
29.Someone
special
30.Losing
someone
31.My emotional day
32.Because of you
33.Thinking of
you
34.Your the one for me
35.My true love
36.I think I'm
still in love with this guy
37.True love really hurt
38.Thinking
of you part 2
39.True love
40.I taught you love me
My unborn child
Jeremiah’s
his name
He is my son, soul, pain, world, everything
I can't
wait to see you my adorable child
He would be the only child I
would ever love
I may suffer throw life
But I just have to wait
and see
I can't wait to see your smile, laughter and when you
cry
That will bring happiness and joy to me
Your my life and I
will never forget that
I'm waiting to see you, the world is
waiting to see you
When you grow up you will be educated and
handsome man someday
We would have a lot of fun together
But
nobody would love you as I do
I will love you every day, every
night, every moment for the rest of my life
I love you Jermiah my
unborn child
I need………..
I
need help for my baby
I need help in life
What I'm going to
do
I need help to protect him
I need help to save him
What
can I do
What should I do
I need to get help
I had a lot of
help for the
People who love me
And that's my family
They
already did enough
What should I do
Someone please help me
I
can't do this alone
Please help me and save my baby
Things I hate
I
hate it when people repeat the pass
I hate it when people get you
mad
I hate it sometimes when some people called you stupid
I
hate it when some people called you retarded
I hate it when
someone trying to stress you out
I hate it when I get emotional
I
hate it when someone is trying to hurt you
I hate it when I'm in
pain
I hate it when people think you can't achieve goal
I hate
it when the pain hurt so bad
I hate it when people don't have
trust in you
I hate it when people get inside other people
business
But sometime I feel people don't care about your
feelings
Sometime it feel like another person can it feel your
pain
Sometime I think the people who is hurting you can actually
feel your pain once the way you feel
My a born child
Jeremiah’s
his name
You was born at April 25,2008 at 6:32am
Your my son,
pain , world, everything
You is already here my adorable child
I
would love you for the rest of my life
I already suffer throw
life
But I already saw it, but there is more to come
I saw your
smile, and when you cry
That bring happiness and joy to me
Your
my life and I will never forget that
The world is waiting to see
you
When you grow up you will be educated and handsome man
someday
We have fun for this month when you was born
But nobody
would love you as I do
I love you every day, every night, every
moment for the rest of my life
I love you Jermiah my a born
child
Jermiah
He
is my son, pain, world, everything
He was born on April 25, 2008
at 6:32am
When he was born I know he was mine
Feeling him
kicking and punching me for seven months
I know when he first came
home needed more care because he was born premature
But I know he
make me happy
I already know that mother life was not going to be
easy because I didn't have a job
But I had a lot of help from
family member and friends
I know I use to have lack of sleep
But
I have to deal with it from time to time
But every day, minutes,
hours, second, and months he have growing up so big
Me and his
father never get along because my family never get along with him
But
that was wrong when he threaten to kill my son
I know I had to do
something to protect my child
But who say mother life was going to
be easy
You have to buy clothes, diaper, shoes, etc
That's what
a baby need in his life
But my son had grow up a lot from a
year
He is one year two months and 17days
He is trying to walk
and talk
But sometimes he is rude and don't listen
But someday
he will because he is still growing up
He may not know his
biological father because his biological only saw him three times
But
I know my son will grow to be someone better
Because he know his
mommy love him
He will be someone, married and wonderful life and
kids
And I will be happy because I know he is happy with his
life
Someone
special to Jermiah
Mr.
Juan Lopez is someone special to me and my son
You always put a
smile on his face
When you come to see him
You always put a
smile on his face every day
Because he know you are his
therapies
Jermiah has come a long way if it wasn't for you
You
inspired him to do better
Because he know that you won't leave
him
The way he said hi
The way he said bye and make him
laugh
Jermiah knows that your someone to his heart
You is a
wonderful father
But how I know that
The way you treat Jermiah
like he like one of your own
You is the nicest therapies but you
also a good friend
Jermiah will never forget when you help him
To
become a better boy
Even when he get older
Someday he will
final say your name
You know and I know he can do it
But the
most of all
Jermiah that he will never forget you
Because you
I'd always be in his life
My taught