LOVE ALWAYS
By Arthur Weil
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Love Always
Copyright © 2004 by Arthur Weil
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I dedicate this book to Love
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Table of Contents
You Said You Did Not Know What Love Is
Time?
Two Shapely Teenagers in their Bathing Suits
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Come into my book and peruse,
As the virile lover and his virgin maiden’s vibes do fuse
He and she lost in an exotic, most blinding kiss
He deflowers, over-showers, the inviting miss.
‘Twas her scent and beauty and his wooing
her receptiveness, succumbed and doing
and don’t tell me for G’d’s sake
that it was the fault of Eden’s snake!
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Sex, love,
forbidden fruit
Undressed,
uncovered in the nude
Are here to whet your appetite
And tease your emotions with delight
Release your inhibitions, feelings all
Taste heartily forbidden fruit and elevate the fall.
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We love many things
in
a thousand ways
Let’s
keep loving them.
Life has its ups and downs.
But alive, we feel vibrancy and love
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Love always! Is that not the unique spirit - that magic unexplained power ever present in every person? Pedantic, graphic, spiritual love? I don’t know! I do know love flows in your veins in many stages. Can you feel it?
Love, with all its meaning, is a natural phenomena, part of
you and me. Love spirits us to great heights. It occupies our mind.
It brings us great inner joy and enthusiasm. If, unfortunately, our goal of sharing this love is not obtained, a period of failure, sadness, or even depression may set in. Love in youth is turbulent, exciting - always searching for fulfillment. He who can love openly (not promiscuously) partakes in one of the greatest gifts in nature.
Do not be afraid – express your love. Love is your treasure. Love
breaks all boundaries, all races, and all creeds. Simply said: “ I love!” It is wonderful. Love transcends from youth to death.
So what should I call my little book? Love Always! My rhymes and poems speak of the ethereal, earthy, physical love. The yearning, searching, and wooing. Unabashed love does always creep into our minds. It’s in our soup, our clothing, and our love for nature. It is the love for intellectual sharing and stimulation. It is the love of sports: participant or observer. Glued to our music, danced to our hearts’ delight, each of our hobbies is a personal love.
Yet the most important love is the love for another human being. Can you love, but not be in love at that moment? Have love feelings but not be committed? Love is so much more than sex! You, I, all of us are connected somehow. LOVE ALWAYS! Sounds like “ live” always. Be the optimist. Love is yours and no one can take it away from you!
Yet know that you and I are but passengers in time. Luckily, while we travel this mercurial road, we are bombarded with the aura of love. From this love, these certain feelings and perceptions, our lives are influenced forever.
“Can I have more love?” you ask hopefully. Of course. Love’s intensity changes, just like the agony of pain, love’s nemesis and opposite. Can I fill my imaginative treasure with more love or will the treasure overflow?
I am no expert, no doctor, and no scientist. So, please take my parables and bits and pieces of love with a grain of salt. You know you have the capacity to love. You know that you want to share your love with certain people. You know that love can carry you on a magic carpet to great heights, cascade you to the next in minutes into the valley of numbness. Be careful. I’ll never forget my love. I am in ecstasy in her presence. I still feel pangs in my stomach when we part. I do still love her. These are but a few of the serious expressions that we carry with us all the time, even in our subconscious. There is this magic interaction of heart and brain, which we must satisfy. Love demands mutual sharing.
Some say they will die for love. As for me, I want to
live life. My living is an integral part of me. Love always.
Arthur Weil
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You may not know me
But I love YOU as I love all mankind
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Each moment, each day brings
Us special gifts of love, of hope, of joy. Let us be thankful
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Love and life are intertwined
Exciting, in our life confined
Cherish, happily partake
Can you start now – for heaven’s sake?
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True love comes from the heart
It’s great to give and receive this treasure
You make me feel so good
So wonderful, so understood
Embellish and embrace my being
Rapture in rainbow colors seeing.
Your voice, your disposition
Do gravitate to one decision
I am infatuated, do adore
My body craves for more and more.
Most sumptuous, bouquet of kisses grand
Your touch, your gentle stroke of hand
Makes me so anxious wanting and delirious
My love for you so intimate and serious.
On pins and needles, do await your kiss
When alone it’s you my dearest whom I miss
Your comfort coddling on my arm
Beyond acquaintance, sexy charm
Our lips so joyously experience, do soon gravitate
So sensual, tongue does tease and penetrate
High pitched exciting note
Sheds off protective cover, coat
Inhibitions disappear in privacy-secluded space
Caress, excited our embrace
Instinctive impulse we now touch
The tensions, joy, never too much
So reader, appetite now whetted
While we in love are most unfettered
Abundant sensual feelings in us hurled
And host the love in our new, exciting world.
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The spirit angel-like
entices
So tantalizing to my
vices
And like an angel, compliment
and please
Somehow, I, love’s slave now down on
my knees
Painful, yearning I
assert
You are a gorgeous gratifying
flirt.
The pink striped hues of sundown
Against the azure sky so blue
Melancholy falls as night creeps over town
My very thoughts are now on you
I think of you dear one, precious one
So beautiful, gift to entice
In most presumptuous thoughts in fun
You are my shining prize
I visualize your curvy red ripe lips
Your smile, your teeth, your beaming face
I watch you taste red ruby wine in sips
Arms so receptive now in a tight embrace
Those charming brown eyes I assess
Your light touch, your most endearing stroke
So sensual joy I do confess
Your inner garments hidden under ermine cloak
Your fragrant aroma, enticing smell
Captures my entire being
I am enraptured, captivated very well
YOU, The mystic queen of love I will be seeing
Mind re-arranged I think of you
Yes, you dethroned me, phoned me, honed me,
Almost owned me, if you only knew
That, I, the innocent knave, your slave will be
I, now, your handsome shining knight
Be medalled and protector
To ball and party with delight
With me, your choice, divine elector
In this fine spirit, have myself outreached
That I am but the sex called man
I beg your pardon, so besieged
I crave, create such adoration as I can
Let all my competition be bereaved
I pontificate, I can’t be brief
You are my heavenly creature
My joy and love I do believe
As hormones dance enamored by this beauty divine
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I look up to you, my love
You so pure, soft like a dove
Enamored - every step I follow
You are my goddess, Athena and Apollo
I want to absorb you in my being
So happy your apparition I am seeing
And as intense and tender our meeting
Our bodies’ rapture in this special greeting
This, our special jewel, our gift
Gives our camaraderie a precious special lift
Unique this love that binds
And in its purity stirs heart and mind
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Infatuation
It seems it has been a long - long time
So good to see you
Come close!
Let us embrace and hold
First feel and grasp each other’s warm exploring hands
And as our fingers touch
Next gentle kiss on cheek, on neck, on lips
So moist, electric, sexy
For a moment we are lost in space, in time
Re-awakened rapture
Stay close – as upper body parts do press and touch
It feels so strong, like thunder
They say its chemistry - - - I fully, heartily agree
I restrain my hands – so tempting – apt to wander
“I miss you” in quiet whisper, I reveal
I miss you very much! I long for you!
How wonderful this special feeling.
You say you must already leave.
Stay, stay just a while, you know you miss me
“Have you forgotten? It was but yesterday we parted!”
It’s been a long, long time.
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You Are My Loving Doll
When I am with you,
I feel like a puppy.
Begging – look up to be petted.
I lick your hand, kiss your lips
Admire you
Listen to every syllable
And wonder when I can embrace
And kiss you warmly again and again
Your movements excite
Your bright suggestions bring sunshine to my heart
Your wit, your stories -
Interesting, sincere, provocative
Your curiosity, probing discussions
Unending,
All the time, your penetrating look, yet
You move,
You are my precious pet
My sharing partner
My dining companion
My critic
My booster
You inspire
And you are my loving doll indeed.
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Smitten By You
Not ashamed
Unabashed
In high esteem
No pretense
Utterly proud
Conquered
“I’m smitten by you”
Adoration, intense emotions
Love you
dearly
With open heart and soul
Feel your body
close
to mine
And in such ecstasy
Rejoice
Word pictures of flesh
Wanton delirious
Sheltered
Welcome all of you
As we disrobe
Bathe in our world
Embrace you, devour you
Receive you
Impassioned welcome
Celebrate our togetherness
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Stop it!
I told my mind
So constantly bound by her
Thoughts, feelings,
Inflicted on me
As if doped all in dreamland to her
As if
We two would be together
When we are really far apart
Even when I pray
She clouds my mind
As I return to full bloom
Flower - lovely gentle.
An apparition or maybe real
Once so wonderful
Now so uncertain
Can you feel my pain?
Eternal Hope
A wistful look - her sexy smile, her wooing lips,
So devilish to beguile.
My thoughts of her just drive me nuts,
Why, O why in Heaven’s name am I such a putz? Eternal hope!
At times I get close to her,
Hope eternally clings,
As I say foolish, caring, bubbly things.
Hope springs eternal,
As she envelops me with her perfume,
I strut my territory, like a peacock’s plume.
At times she’s distant and I’m undone,
Defeated thoughts, I pack and run.
Did I not charm and touch her; Ah! So close.
Am I rejected? Was I persuasive or verbose?
Hope springs eternal,
Her gorgeous, shapely figure stays,
While I tiptoe, leave for better ways.
I want to melt away and disappear.
An ocean full of sadness and dry tears.
Hope springs eternal,
My dream of beauty blinded, now forsaken.
She simply is a flirt
And I was taken.
It is much easier to fall in love with the person who appreciates our virtues. Certainly, there is a visual attraction. Love is not just a passion, but also an emotional development. Romantic love can evolve into romance. Is love an illusion, evasive and worth all the trouble? Are all those love letters, love poems, love expressions part of life’s romantic fantasy? Of course not! The person who misses out will feel a big void in their life. I feel pain for those who suppress their love. I know the agony, heartache, and disappointment of losing someone dear. However, after a period of grieving and numbness, old love feelings do reawaken and do manifest themselves. Reenergize, decide and act. Do something about it. That takes guts! Shed spider webs, transform the dour attitude and get out there and fish! Be receptive once again and open up. To stay a widow or widower, or dwell on loss, mourning forever, is a recipe for early death and spiritual atrophy. There is always room for new relationships. Once such a relationship is cemented in our culture, romantic love in marriage can be special, holy, and personal.
Do we choose love or does the chemistry in our blood have a fixation on our love object? Once we are hooked, with overwhelming feelings, our life for a time is altered. Ever watch the overactive teenagers romance? Observe friends caught in a new, sensational, amorous relationship. Perhaps it is relationship of physical needs at first, or a need for human companionship… or both. If you think back on your encounters, you can remember mutual admiration and dependency, amusement, and good sex. Conversation, trust, honesty and intimacy are part of this package.
All these platitudes above are meaningful! Once thrown into the maelstrom of a loving relationship, our lives become more vibrant and more involved, always finding the need to adapt. Often we forget and subdue our feelings, but still there are the needs of our partner. A good conversation, an interactive dialogue does lead to better understanding and compromise. Is love worth it? Damn right it is!
Irregular my thoughts
In between my jobs
The list too full
The duties and the drill
Your accommodating voice
Obliterates all choice
I do attend
Your voice so bidding blend
Strong are my feelings for you,
Sincere and overbearing true
I miss you,
I miss you.
All other matters nil
We are a twosome still
So please be patient - feed my trust
Caress my striving and lust
Return to season
Normality and reason
Is it divine that love shall rule?
You know I am a foolish fool
And gladly serve,
while swoon like I am reeling
Virtue of patience tainted
by my impassionate feeling!
What magic of the universe
do you predict?
That of everyone
the two of us has picked?
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Never Satiated
Never satiated
Too good
More
More
Sometimes the breathing heavy
But in our silent
joy,
Ecstasy brought forth
Throbbing arteries and veins
“Wonderful,” she said
Wonderful
for me too!
Kiss each cheek
Our lips, a rapid rhapsody
Close to my treasure trove
An experience, ignites my spirit
For now, a joy forever
Kind lady
So darling, so daring
Enthusiastic partner in romance
Complimentary, considerate, concerned
Ready to be loved and pampered
I do adore you, I so confident
With every hour our love seems to blend
What a delight when finally our bodies touch
First gently – next a crescendo,
So pressing and possessing
At times, as we inhale,
Emotion’s rhythm shows
Echoes of friendship – resounding, ever grows
As I, the lover, the protagonist
Discover your curvaceous flesh not to be missed
In admiration of your beauty
which does mesmerize
Spirit and magnificent enthusiasm
I do idealize
Feelings bundled,
the siren sings melodiously
Finite – sensual life
Our time in space more than a memory
Our now, our very being, alive
Touch and touch never to stop
I wonder often
Where have we been?
An ocean of energy dissipated on what?
Are our feelings
but veiled dreams?
Or the rhapsody of second movement
Transforms all thoughts to sensuality
And love?
Within a throbbing power -Some call it love
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Ethereal, aroused
Mind full of her
Striking my alarm
Fascinated with her wit and charm
Her face, lips, cheeks and ears
Enticing visions, heavenly tears
Can’t be too verbose
Inhale perfume – so very close
Wrap arms around her
Her sensuousness
Does not deter
So very close
I feel my fibers tittering
I want to reciprocate
As we jostle, joke with words
Laugh with great delight
Here is the mystery of two lovers found
In dance of happiness so sound
More kisses warm and gentle touch
To both our instinctive satisfying so much
But easy, slow - too impetuous is a turn off
We gyrate
My heart is a thousand pieces
For now, slow down,
Let the feeling strengthen
The inner thoughts soon perceive
Refreshed in blessed nature walk
Stop soon from time to time
A hug, a kiss, a song, poetic rhyme
So very precious and proud
Our personalities mesh and bound
And prayerful remain
To see each other
often and again
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You are so lovely, beautiful and radiant
I thrill as I envision your sexy strident step
Love of life, of lips, of flesh defends our fate
Of tantalizing touch, I nature’s rep
Grateful, fantastic do we share
Our bodies gently press, more anxious lips
I gorge and love each part of you and dare
I close my eyes, you, my companion on a thousand trips
Infatuation, too good to be true
How can this thrill and feeling last?
I adore you more than I ever knew
Come close, come join, continue let us have a blast
So thank your omnipotent one above
I cherish you, I idolize
I am in love
Or wizards hex and stuff
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If Only For The Moment
To wake up with love’s tentacles
Love’s itch and magic -almost numb, one powerful thought
Every fiber – a desire
From heart to foot
Aroused the brain,
Cannot hide the begging membranes
Unexplained emotion, rash desire
Longing for sex and the pursuit of it
Is my lifeblood, my life juice?
Know I am real
Know that I am still alive
No poet could do justice to such feelings
I revere and savor it if only for the moment.
All Encompassing Love
Love’s emotion
Blocks the rational
Powerful aura
Thoughts jumble all add up to love
Euphoric
Stimulated
Smitten
Adoring
Little room for anything else
The early feeling of possession
Of holding, molding, passionate
Protective
Adoration
Perfection
Revelation of self tied to a wonderful love object
No use trying to deter
It’s all there
Will I survive?
My reasoning objective?
Will she accept – feel – so real
My zeal, stimulated the physical and spiritual
Creative juices to satisfy my love
Earth tremors irrational rapture
I feel the magnet that propels
I feel the jealousy of time for us
I feel the scare that this is too good to be true
The wild lightning storm or threatening floods
I feel my love for you
Unadorned, real, all encompassing
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Special Love
Ah, my weekend of romance
Lost in intimacy with delightful talk
Grand dinner, music, theatre, dance
Forgot responsibility, from duty I did balk
Such wonderful hugs, a frenzied feast
Our sensuous touch, we turn and twist
Sometimes so lecherous like ravishing wild beast
Abundant mouth, lips in rapid fire kissed
Too soon we part with last embrace
Smother kisses on the mouth and face
And know in heart we’ll soon meet again
Our feelings give us strength as we sustain
And wonder how two happy birds that now must part
Have freely given of each other’s love and heart
And in this world of conflict, we do bind
In deep appreciation, friendship special love we find
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While dating, there can be platonic dates and one-night stands. Finally we think this special person is right for us. After we’ve spent a wonderful weekend together, uncertainty sets in. Upon closer observation, we may now discover that there are shortcomings in physical hygiene or facets of ideas. Often, thoughts or topics come up that neither party can relate to or discuss. Inadvertent, boring, aggravating, stupid actions happen which can annoy, and detract from enhancing loving relationships. To bridge the island of difference, good communication, conversation, sharing, patience, and help seem absolutely necessary for a sustaining relationship.
We all come from different backgrounds. Our human uniqueness can be puzzling. All of us have hidden thoughts. No matter how open and frank two lovers are, in conversing, our subconscious or fears will leave much unsaid. Trust has to be earned. Trusting takes hard work. Like an onion, these are layers, secrets of feeling, a privacy that we covet and subconsciously protect.
Some of us are not aware of our own deep feelings and discover them later. They say the greater the openness, the more the intimacy if both parties are accepting. Only when we are truly comfortable with the other person can we let really let go.