Black Heart
Copyright 2011 by Coyotes Publishing
Smashwords Edition
Black Heart
Blackness
As
my heart continue to turn cold with age.
My eyes roll back into my
head, they come back blacker than before.
The
coldness comes out of my breath as it turns cold as well.
The
whites of my eyes turn red like blood.
As I grow angry with my
black heart.
The smell of love in the air does this to me all the
time.
I still grow with more and more hatred as each valentines
day comes with a new ring.
A greeting card holiday, for the fakes
& phonies.
Watching one another purpose there undying love for
each other.
It is time to unleash the fury of the black heart.
The
bottled up emotions in which live deep inside me forever &
ever.
- Kennie Kayoz -
Coldness
The coldness lives
deep inside of me.
Like an ice cube growing with age.
Rotting
my soul, turning my eyes black.
Makin my heart black as coal.
The
fake love around is what does this to me.
To begin in the end with
nothing left for anyone.
The black hearted lives amongst you
continuing to grow in the coldness of winter.
No one has ever seen
the coldness with the things I speak of.
Unheard from the human
mind much like peace on earth.
As I live the coldness gets
colder.
Preventing anyone from tryin to get with me.
It's like
my shield that protects me from the evil.
The evil who seem to all
be females.
They all have it out for me.
They all want to be
apart of my demise.
Only time will tell if that falls true.
Or
will my death fall upon the blind of many eyes.
- Kennie Kayoz
-
The
Leak
With all the blackness my heart endours sometimes.
It
springs a leak, when the leak happen.
I tend to show emotion for
people.
The emotion can be short or long.
While it happens I'm
usually out of my mind.
No matter how it happens I have a hard
time dealing with it.
It's all new to me no matter how often it
happens.
Everytime is something different.
Emotionally wore
out, if I spring a leak.
The leak, the leak, the leak.
Happens
when people tug on my emotions.
It's tough to deal with, just
somethin I got to deal with all my life.
Who knows how much longer
i'll have to deal with this, hopefully
I can find someone to help
plug the leak.
- Kennie Kayoz -
Temptations
Sure you got the
temptations floatin around like love on a cloud.
Walkin down the
street, you always hear temptin voices aloud.
No matter how fast
you run, you can't escape it.
People tryin to make me believe that
it's the only way, to sway with it.
If i were a tree I would sway
with the wind.
But since I ain't it takes more than a little
whisper for me to bend.
Shall I start to worry as things get
shorter in life.
Should I be runnin around lookin for a wife.
The
temptations got me goin crazy.
Spinnin me so fast everythin is
hazy.
Whats up isn't whats down, as the only thing below me is the
ground.
How come everyone tries to put themselves above me.
When
it's clear to me that they ain't nothin.
We're all here to make
somethin of ourselves.
Rather than workin a deadend job puttin
together shelves.
The temptations all around me makin me try to be
like you.
Aren't they just as bad for you showin to lay off the
booze.
Is it just me who sees it.
The end of your life, you
don't give a shit.
When all is said & done.
You'll be the
one dead by the gun.
- Kennie Kayoz -
Watch
Your Back
With a heart as black as mine, my eyes roll back in
my head.
Don't turn your back on me otherwise you'll wind up dead.
Just a
second is all it takes for you to wish it was over.
To bad it
won't be that quick in ending.
You'll be homeless looking for
shelter while fending.
off the rest from your stash of food.
Bein
you what got you into this mess.
Bein me is what brugh me to this
success.
Leave me to be, as I leave you to bleed.
The gash in
your throat is nothin.
If you try to start somethin else.
I'll
be forced to bring the evilness out.
Don't fret or even pout.
As
your eyes close for the last time.
Your out just like the end of
this rhyme.
- Kennie Kayoz -