Happy Death Day
Copyright 2011 by Silver Dragon Publishing
Smashwords Edition
October
In the month of October I turn thirty.
A number by
many that's considered dirty.
I have nothing to show for my
life.
Countless times I have thought about ending things with a
knife.
As the faithful day coming closer.
I feel as if I'm
panicking on the inside.
I never thought I would be around to see
this day.
I've often wondered why I am still here today.
I
haven't accomplished nothing.
My life is worthless, better people
than me have died.
Why should I still be around when better have
passed on.
Every day I seem to feel sicker and sicker.
- KJ
Abyzz -
30
30 years I've been on this planet.
30 years I continue
to regret it.
30 years I have nothing to show.
30 years why
didn't I go.
Things continue to get worst as I struggle each
day.
30 years, so am I here to stay ?
Will the suicidal
thoughts not cross my mind.
When I turn 30 will everything start
to be fine.
I hate my life, I feel I should have passed.
After
30 years of everything kicking my ass.
- KJ Abyzz -
Happy Death Day
Happy Death Day to me.
Happy Death Day to
me.
Happy Death Day Dear KJ
Happy Death Day to me.
- KJ Abyzz -